Diary of an Entrepreneur

I found this photo online by accident one day last year (Source: Secret Entourage).  I don’t remember what I was searching for initially but once I read the caption I immediately knew that this would be my motto for the next year or so.  When I was in high school I dreamed of working for myself and starting multiple companies. While in college I studied business and learned what that would take. Post-college I did what most people do, I got a job.  I mean it does take money to make money, right? I’ve been chasing my dream for well over ten years now and there is one thing that is absolutely true. Entrepreneurship is HARD!  Let’s just be honest here, unless you have the support and resources to fully capitalize your business at conception, there is an enormous amount of work that goes into it.  Because I knew that I was grossly unprepared to do most of the things that I really wanted to do in business, I focused on my education.  I began working in secondary education but the passion for entertainment never left.  I sang in my every music ministry my church had to offer but I was still missing valuable portions of my need to express.  Knowing this, I enrolled in an Entertainment Business degree instead of a music education degree for my masters program. During this time I reshaped my entrepreneurial goals and developed a solid business plan for the Bailey Boy A.D.E. Foundation. Although I have several business ideas filed neatly in folders on my MacBook Pro, I chose to focus on the business that would help other people more than myself. Some days I think that this was a foolish decision but when I see the joy on the faces of students in one of my programs it is hard to think about doing anything else.  I have lived in three cities over the last two years chasing opportunities to do the things that I love and finish my education.  Did I forget to mention that while working in education for so long and laying the foundation for the Bailey Boy Academy, I decided that I would pursue a doctorate degree in education? My wife and I have made sacrifices that even I question at times.  I have had many sleepless nights and felt like the work would never end.  My passion for writing and even establishing this blog came from the fact that I’ve been in school for so long that writing is all I know how to do.  Sometimes I think about all of this and say, “What are you doing?” “Why are you doing this?”  In those really tough times I run across this picture and remember that in these years of difficult decisions and sleepless nights I am not alone.  There are others that have decided to live there lives in such a way that most people would call foolish.  Most people would simple decide that it was not worth all of this.  I remind myself that if you really want something then you have to work hard for it.  I may not know exactly when the payoff will come but I am certain that it will.  If you are thinking about being an Entrepreneur, know that you will be committing years of your life to a lifestyle that others may not understand or agree with.  But if you are willing to live those years like most people won’t then you will be well able to live the remainder of your life like most people can’t.  GOOD LUCK!